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Reality of My Reality

Reality reality of my reality.. neck deep in dreams.. living in past.. thinkin about future.. present is just in between.. u just hear my silence.. i hear my screams.. reality of my reality.. seeking peace.. done with the god.. own my own.. leaving the scene.. no one watching my back.. this time i know at least.. -MISFIT

Silence

Silence you are not mentioned.. in anybody’s words.. like uttered in my silence.. feelings  may never surface.. we are far from perfect.. probably last of a kind.. all the jokes and laughs.. we can hide behind.. cant outrun whats lurking.. in our hearts for lifetime.. even if paths are destined to apart.. still you get heart for a heart.. if things dont go as planned.. think you can have whole sky.. dont settle for a land.. dont pull the plug.. i am in too deep.. if you cant catch sleep.. catch a dream.. -MISFIT

Freedom

Freedom freedom of speech.. i know they aint gona.. let an atheist preach.. but you gona have to.. hear me speak.. i can make deaf.. hear this beat.. revolution never waited.. for a soldier..  only you.. who can hold you.. there is nothing much change.. now or then.. pick up your weapon wisely.. gun or pen.. -MISFIT

Cant Let Go

love letting go.. never going to be my strongest suit.. i love the way.. i want to be loved.. -MISFIT

Addiction

Addiction aint sharing.. just getting high on my pain.. look so focused.. but relapsed again.. not even trying to quit.. only co-exist.. probably gona end up.. with a bullet in my brain.. obviously metaphor.. considering my state of mind.. i wouldn't be so sure.. -MISFIT

Fight for Peace.

Fight for Peace Remember the time when you feel stuck, like there is no way to go, no space to move, nobody to lean on that is how depression and anxiety feel all the time.  On the outside it may look different but inside chaos is always ready to play and there is nothing you can do about it.  This happen with every little decision of your day. It seems like fight never stop in the mind and it does not but everyday you get up to face another demon which you know will come back no matter how hard you hit.  People suffering from this condition dont hate life, in my opinion they hate constant struggle to keep afloat. They dont want your help, they want you to understand them, listen them. They can fight the fight own their own but its hard when people around you dragging you down. They know very well they are Warriors you just have to be there and give them space and understand their struggle.  -MISFIT